Life could be full of surprises.

I haven't wrote in a long time, I been busy and not feeling well. Yeasterday I went to an interfiew and I got the job "yay!!!", but won't start until feb so I guess bills are gunna have to wait. Yeaterday I started following a blog of a young butterfly. She is a baby that is 2 months younger than my baby. She fighting for her life, she has a tumor in her brain. She had surgery yeasterday and is doing well. When I read her blog I cried and was so thankfull that my baby was healthy. Yeasterday I also came into realization that all this time I kept complaning about how I wanted to better my life, and their others in situations that are more difficult. I kinda felt selfish. I will be more thankfull for my babys and my health. I also wanted to tell everyone to keep scarlett grace in their prayers. She needs us even though she is doing well she need all we can give.

New At This

This is my second day blogging i like it it makes me be open and be a little more relief about life. Today woke up with the flu, and not feeling very well. I am hoping i dont get my little one sick or im gunna be all week in the ER. I have been looking for a job but still no luck. I am also worried because my boyfriend was suppose To start work today but they ended up sending him home, I guess we r gunna have to keep living off unemployment. Today is also a bad day everyone started school and I'm still here at home trying to make ends meet and be able go back to school. I thought I was going to be a great year but it started all wrong. But I keep my head up high it only the beginning.

new year

this years resolution is one of the hardest. this year im starting as a mom and unemployed and trying to go back to college. i want to be able to find a job and give daughter what she wats she need and wants. i also hope to  keep my relationship with my boyfriend and be a family.